San Francisco Giants closer Hunter Strickland, feeling the pain physically and emotionally, apologized Thursday to the team and its fans for breaking the pinkie on his pitching hand while punching a door in anger earlier this week. Strickland had just blown a save chance against the visiting Miami Marlins when he pounded a door at AT&T Park. "Obviously, this is on me, and if I could go back and take it back, I would, 100 percent," Strickland said.